I suppose it's almost never about feelings. I suppose even if you think otherwise, pride doesn't allow you to settle for less than what you want. Maybe it's not pride, but self esteem. Maybe you'll regret it for the rest of your life. Or maybe it's just about moving on, being you, being new.
'Cause there are tattoos that can't be laser removed.
'Cause there are tattoos that can't be laser removed.
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Maybe you're just lost and you don't know what to think or how to act. And maybe you don't settle for less because you aren't prepared for it. And the fucked up thing is... it's not about feelings at all. Because feelings, as i feel them, crawl deep inside your heart and won't leave you like that. They don't turn off, even when you kinda wish they would because they hurt more than you think you can bare, at a given point. And all you can do is praying your ass off that, in the end, you'll make it through, one way or the other!
I don't believe in regretting something for the rest of my life (i hope i never do). Timing kills me sometimes. And there was a bunch of things i regretted for long before i get that they brought me here, and that i lived a bunch of things i never would have, had i not failed this timing thing before.
And by the way... i'm not the kind of person that removes tattoos. Even the ones that can be laser removed. I hope i'll never do that! The scars and memories and wounds that you carry don't leave you intact. Which only means you lived through it! Intact means, in my book, empty! And that's exactly what i don't wanna be!
[this being said... i accept sadness as filling and i'll wait... but i'm waiting for happiness to come and get me.] =)
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